not doing well

I have another appointment scheduled with Doc in two weeks, but I've come to the conclusion that I need to see him sooner than that. This whole situation (with the scholarship) has scrambled my brain. Not the actual scholarship, just everything else this generosity has stirred up. Ever since my appointment I've been lethargic when I'm not thinking about it and a little panicky when I do think about it. I explained as best I can in my previous post, some things can't be put into words is all.

It's not urgent (almost, but not quite). If it was I'd use the cell number he gave me. I just need to talk to Doc sooner than two weeks. I may not even have to use my money to pay for it either. Mom will probably pick this one up. Why not, Dad pays for all the others.