You would think I'd learn my lesson. I haven't screwed up with Ed, not yet anyway. But the first draft of this post began with me venting some of those vengeful fantasies I was talking about at the end of my 10/20 entry. I can't seem to get it through my thick skull that what builds up in my mental processes is not to leave my head under any circumstances whatsoever.
I realize that, with all the blogs out in the ether, how many people are there that actually read mine? But it would only take one to alert 'the proper authorities' or 'the men in white coats'. It would have been fine ten years ago, but it gets complicated when you're an adult. Besides, my sister has been on the inside of the mental care system and I don't need to go there, thank you very much.
But anyway, tomorrow is church. I'm getting a ride home with Ed, NO talking about my problems (my horoscope says so), but it'll be nice to just hang out.
And recommeowndations?
10 hours ago
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