an attempt at apology

A lack of an apology in any form (be it in person or just by letter) is, in my mind, worse than an extension of my 'sentence'. So I have decided to write a short note to Renee saying that I realized that I have not formally apologized to either her or Dave, and that I am indeed very sorry for what I did. Hopefully it will be taken as what it is, a sincere apology, and not seen as just another desperate grasp at contact. After this I will not be in any kind of contact unless they initiate it. The understanding of the egregious nature of my actions has made the edict of 'boundaries and barriers' more reasonable if not more bearable.